This happened last summer when I went to Goa after my divorce. It was supposed to be a solo trip, and honestly, I had other things in mind when I planned it. I never expected this to happen.
On my first day, I went to Ashwem Beach, where I met two English white guys in their early twenties. They were both in a relationship with each other. One of them, Alex, was incredibly hot. We started talking casually at a beach shack, shared a few drinks, and got along pretty well.
Later, they invited me to go clubbing with them that night. Our hotels were in opposite directions, and the club was in Vagator, so we exchanged numbers and decided to meet outside the club.
We met in the parking area that night, and what followed was a crazy night of drinking, dancing, and partying. I genuinely had a great time with them. Around 3 AM, they suggested going back to their hotel room to have some more drinks. I agreed, thinking we would just continue the party.
As soon as we entered their room, they started kissing each other. One of them pulled me closer, inviting me to join them, but I hesitated. I had never experienced anything like this before. Then they took their T-shirts off and started teasing each other. I stopped them for a moment and said, “Guys, make us some drinks first.”
The truth is, I was enjoying watching them, and something inside me was changing. I had never felt that kind of attraction towards another guy before, so I didn’t really understand what was happening to me.
We made drinks, continued talking, and somehow, I eventually let go of my hesitation. Things became intimate, and before I knew it, all three of us were naked and exploring each other. I experienced things I had never imagined myself doing with men, and surprisingly, I enjoyed them a lot. Things got more intense as the night went on. One of them started sucking my dick while I was kissing the other. I ended up having anal sex with one of them, and I gave both of them handjobs. Honestly, I never thought I’d be doing any of this with guys, but in that moment, it felt exciting, and I was enjoying the experience. It was all new to me, and I was surprised by how naturally things happened between us
We ended up spending almost the entire day in their room. There was intimacy, cuddling, and plenty of time just hanging out together. They were comfortable with each other and with me, which made the whole experience feel surprisingly natural.
I went back to my hotel around 8PM but later that night, I joined them again. The next day was pretty much the same. I even tried going down on Alex but I couldn’t quite do it I kissed his dick and give him a good lip-lock i guess I was still figuring out my boundaries.
The following day, they left for South Goa while I stayed back.
But honestly, the experience stayed with me long after that trip ended.
What surprised me most was how much pleasure and excitement I felt with them. It was an experience unlike anything I had experienced with my ex-wife, or even with the woman I’m currently having an affair with. They were both incredibly attractive, fit, clean-shaven, and confident, and the chemistry between us felt unreal.
Since then, I’ve started wondering whether there’s a side of me that I’ve never really explored. Maybe I’m bisexual, maybe I’m curious, or maybe I simply had an incredible experience with two guys. I’m still trying to understand it myself.
We still talk Sometimes they share their pictures with me, and I share mine with them.
Sometimes I think about that Goa trip and wonder how a random meeting at a beach shack turned into an experience that changed the way I look at my own sexuality.
I went to Goa looking for a break after my divorce. I came back with a whole new set of questions about myself